i wish you could just hold me..
with no thoughts..nothing to worry about..
but all i can do now is push everybody away
my way to escape..escape from reality
let me have my music, let me breathe..
the confusion is razing.. and my mind won`t stop..
take my hand in yours, let me breathe..
things are changing..
and there is nothing i can do to make them stop..
give me a moment..and..
just let me breathe..
i wish you could just hold me..
with no thoughts..nothing to worry about..
but all i can do now is push everybody away
my way to escape..escape from reality
let me have my music, let me breathe..
the confusion is razing.. and my mind won`t stop..
take my hand in yours, let me breathe..
things are changing..
and there is nothing i can do to make them stop..
give me a moment..and..
just let me breathe..
The future isn't very far away.
Do you have enough time to go out and play?
Will you ever get the chance to walk barefoot in the snow?
Or see how fast your car can go?
Will you remember the beautiful night sky?
Or when your friend left without saying goodbye?
Will you remember your shock during Christmas?
Will you ever look back and say that you miss this?
Time speeds up and never slows down.
Will you get scared and turn around?
hey there..
you? me? i don`t know for who i`m going to type this..
but..
theres something that i must say... something i want to scream if i had the chance..
I AM HAPPY!!!
the most of you know i went to the sea for a weekend.
And i had horrible photo`s of myself.. and i really couldnt look good at them.. i just wanted to delete them..
but now.. i`m looking at them and i see myself smile.. And i realised that it was a real real real very real smile..
and it confuses me in a good way.. it`s crazy..
but hey, i`m smiling..i`m really smiling
i`m happy
xxx
'Ahh, he`s just a thing..'
Do you know that when some-one says that? proberbly you will.. most of the ladies said this once before ;)
But...truly.. what is it? what is 'just a thing'
is it:
everything
nothing
something
anything?
What kinda 'thing' is he/she for you?
how far did you let yourself go for trusting him.. and let him give you the feeling you`re save
how far did you let your life change for that 'thing'
He ruiend my life.. he was everything..just something..i think he was everything of nothing..
he was nothing..nothing at all..
23:58
23:59
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jeeeej it`s my birthday again
7-6-1989..ow damn.. I`m 19 right now..
haha that sounds old...my last teenage year...
owboy haha I must act like an adult right now..don`t I?
lets not think about that
happy birthday dear me..
happy birthday to meeeeee